A Peek Into My Life

2011-04-06T12:59:00.002+08:00

dear all.. i will stop updating my blog for a period of time.
the reason why the blog was set up was actually for my friends to get updated about me..
but now, i think that for friends who really wants to know what's going on around me..
they can ask me directly when we chat.
other than that..
pics tell a thousand words, dont they?
more often than not, i will upload pics onto FB...
so i think i can do away with this blog already since i've not been uploading any pics here either.

2011-04-03T17:56:00.002+08:00

im hooked on to playing guitar!
but it makes my fingers so painful as well.
no pain no gain?
im really bad at sight reading.
must really remember the notes after exams!

the wake which i've attended, once again, reminds me to cherish my loved ones even more.

other than this blog..
im starting to keep a diary on which i can pen down during my quiet time.
today shall be the first day that im gonna do so.
it acts as a reflection time as well.
there are so many things on my mind..
but i cant say it all here..
after all, some privacy is needed.
dont know who is reading here..
i need my own space as well.

if i keep on saying the same old things..
i will be like a naggy old woman..
i dont want! lol!

2011-04-01T23:04:00.002+08:00

met up with karen for our KPL..
since it's the first time im doing it.. it was quite a horrifying experience for that few minutes..
but after im used to the process.. it was kinda ok.
then went over to raffles city's bdazzle for our ear piercing!!

like finally after so many months.. near to a year already i think.
when i asked xiaobao for comments.. he said that it's ah lian..
but in the end after so many months i still went ahead.
she was getting her second piercing as well..
chloe had her first piercing!

the girls were asking me to have 3 on one side and 2 on the other..
but i think 3 is abit to many.. so just had one more and it's enough.
:)

went to a wake of my relative whom we see each other once a year during cny.
the atmosphere was so down.. even i was affected even though im not close with the person.
.............................
rest in peace!

2011-03-31T23:17:00.002+08:00

since the day i made up my mind not to visit that blog ever..
im so thankful that i really stopped going there.
dont wish to get updates about that person, anymore.
i had never wanted to give up on that person..
but since there's miscommunication and misunderstandings..
and im such a stubborn person.. not wanting to give in..
so be it.
it's a sad ending.. thinking how things can turn out this way.
but i believe there are much more things in store for me..
the only thing that i can say, is to be forward looking.
no point thinking about the past.
but at times when i think about it, it can get really upset that someone i knew for so long can actually turn their backs on you.
it's time that i removed this(these) person(people) out of my world.
erase them.
so that i wont get hurt anymore.
let me be selfish.

FRIDAY!
cant wait for tomorrow to come.
i've started mugging for exams already..
please let me have the motivation to be discipline for the coming week.
it's gonna be a busy busy week since i have to accompany grandpa to NSC and also attend TT's training workshop and go CF classes and study study study!
but promised small e that i will meet him after my exams. :)

2011-03-29T11:10:00.002+08:00

got alot of thoughts in my mind.
shall blog about it after the exams..
which is around two weeks time.
and hopefully i still remember it.. else it would just mean that it's not important stuffs.

after exams..
shall spend more time on my keyboard and guitar..
wanna perfect them before i move on to other instruments.
of course.. shall hit the gym on a more regular basis!

the things that happened..
things that i see..
are pushing me beyond my limits to strive for more!
after exams!
it shall be an exciting summer holidays!
cant wait for it to come! :)

2011-03-28T23:30:00.002+08:00

went to visit zhi cong at nuh with the guys after school..
didnt expect such a thing will happen to one of us, so suddenly.
get well soon my friend! :)

was so super hungry that we grabbed mr bean to eat before our proper dinner.
i think.. i dont really fancy mr bean's food.
probably the soya bean should be ok.
went back to yew tee to eat the fish soup..
first time i ate the fish soup at kopitiam.
quite nice. :)

hoho.
and kw and edwin walked me home.
12 years and still counting..
my primary school friends are one of the group of friends that are still so close.
time flies.
how will we be like in another 10 years time?

2011-03-27T20:40:00.002+08:00

haha only till recently then i realized that there's cute and talented guys in my church.
of course.. pretty ones too.
one of my hobbies is to look at handsome hunks and pretty babes! :)
im slowly getting active in church. hehe.

they have been saying that my phone is always in my hands..
and before i finish replying one message.. another comes in. lol!

bird nest's is loveeeeee!!
im gonna turn in early today. :)

2011-03-26T23:48:00.002+08:00

ah! no piercing done on friday!
the girl was late and she forgot to put on her earring also..
so we had to change to next week instead.

the g2000 event was quite interesting..
was being approached to be their model..
haha but they dont want to sponsor the clothes that i gonna wear..
so i gave it a miss.
their offer of $20 voucher doesnt work since i cant use multiple vouchers at one time.

grabbed some yami yoghurt to share before we head home reluctantly.
she had to revise for her test tomorrow..
while i had nothing much else to do either.

my aunt had asked me if wanna drive out for supper..
and go fetch my cousin at the airport at 1am.
but gosh.
that's really late.

had guitar lesson as usual on this lazy saturday.
daddy came over to pick me up. :)
drove to grandma house with my aunties and cousins.
had dinner over at this korean restaurant.. which i thought might be not bad.
but it turns out to be so-so only.
took a turn to holland v to grab some tubs of ice cream before sending my aunt and cousins home..
my aunt came over to my place to get my spare laptop home since her's is spoilt, i think.

SEE.
that's the convenience of car!
yes, you can cab.. but how long do you wanna wait for cab..
and there's no privacy when talking.
im getting dependent on car.

2011-03-24T22:05:00.002+08:00

didnt feel like paying attention in class today..
so i surfed the net looking at the sgcarmart and the different webbies for cars.
damn chio lah!
especially sls amg!
haha the batman car that many would call it to be.
audi tt and audi r8 is so alluring.
lotus is still a toycar feel...
slk is still such a beauty!
the designs are so captivating!
i should read up on their specs when im free during the hols in order to have a better understanding of each car's performance.

after ed.. went to town for some late lunch/early dinner with daph!
we wanted to get out of school so much..
but luckily im only left with one ed presentation as mentioned..
so i was really kinda relax! :)
she brought me to this ramen restaurant at mandarin gallery..
soothing ambience.
the food is yummy as well!
walk walk a little bit at ngee ann city before she went back to school and i go for body combat class.
tried latina flava today..
super cmi.
couldnt follow the steps.
but i really would love to learn how to dance.
:))))))

passed by forever 21 and saw some tops that i like.
but hands were full..
so shall shop tomorrow instead.

happy girl.

2011-03-24T00:00:00.003+08:00

my bro called and ask me how to book movie tix online..
mummy tells me that he's going to uss tomorrow!
im wondering if he's gonna go with a girl since he sounds quite angsty when he couldnt book the tix.
haha i hope my bro got girlfriend..
then that girlfriend can be my sis. haha!
my cousin told me she just quit her job.
hmm. might as well since things hasnt been good over there.

small e was contemplating to come find me when i had ed meeting in school till late.
but i see no point since he's not using car..
hello. he stays at pasir ris!
it's so duper far la!

once tomorrow is over.. things will get better.
cause i think im quite confident that i wont be the one presenting for ed next week.
so meaning im 90% off from projects and assignments!
which also equates to 90% of fun and enjoyment before i start mugging for exams.

2011-03-22T23:29:00.000+08:00

had a long chat with my dear kw that night..
chat until he suddenly realized that it was 2am already.
so i quickly went to sleep since i had to wake up early the next day.
it's been a long time since we chatted on phone for so long i guess..

in the end, karen couldnt meet me on sunday cause her wedding lunch reception went on for hours.
so i had to do shopping myself and no piercing done.
i was so reluctant to get orange top.. but no choice since it's for presentation purposes.
as usual.. dad came over to fetch me! :)

the other day i went to pump petrol and top up cash card..
i seldom pump petrol so i didnt know how much to pump to reach the full tank capacity.
all along i wished to have my own car..
but of course not at this time since the coe is crazily expensive.
if only i had done so last year..
but anyway.. oil prices been going up and the expenses is increasing..
probably just having a family car to drive around..
having friends who have car to drive me around..
that would suffice.
the convenience of having a car to go to places around like geylang for supper.. bedok or changi..
or going to ecp to chill out at the beach..
makes things so much easier.
and especially since im a car lover!
just by looking at the cars parked at smu carpark..
it sometimes can be quite an eye-opener. lol!

looking forward to friday!
gonna shop shop and attend a workshop with karen.. and finally get our piercing done!

small e has been asking me when we can meet up..
haha just like what he said.. probably on weekends since he can use car..
nelnel just messaged me haha!
gonna find time to meet up with this buddy too!
haha and i still owe kw his other half of the keychain and korean food!
i still remember la! haha!

not only i have sleep-debt.. but i also have date-debts.
but it's ok, since the semester is ending soon.
but it also might mean that working life soon..
as in internship/part time jobs.
need to get some income to supplement my spending!!

i didnt update for the past few days cause kw was telling me how powerful the internet can be. lol!
and edwin demonstrated that to me yesterday.

made up my mind on certain things that i will stop doing.
habits are hard to change.
but i know that certain things cant go on..
im not gonna spend time to change people's thinking.. nor change myself if people thinks that i've changed.
for the past few months things has been as it was.
it has come to this situation whereby explanations are not needed.
clarifications are not needed.
as long as we dont cross each other's path.. things will stay the way as it is.
im grateful for the things that i have now.

2011-03-18T21:57:00.002+08:00

haha yesterday when small e called.. i was complaining to him that i have to go back school on weekends as well..
and he asked how i managed to handle all the things in the past despite my busy schedule.
well.. sacrifice some and take some.
but i think i sacrificed quite alot that time.
kinda drama.
and i think i was really sleepy yesterday that he said i was saying things which he dont understand. lol!

anyways.. went to school for meeting today..
stayed until 6plus before leaving school with karen.
went to cityhall to get some free drinks..
having to wait for 30 minutes..
we decided to go to wisma to collect my ring first instead.
luckily we did.. back at cityhall.. we still had to wait for another 15minutes..
so slow!
gonna go buy clothes on sunday and probably do the piercing with her.

life's been so boring these days.
it's all about school.
need to have some fun.
PURE fun!
i miss going to cityspace to chillax.

2011-03-18T00:58:00.002+08:00

ethics presentation over!
ed learning journal done!

was trying hard to stay awake from 2plus onwards..
in the end, instead of staying in school to wait until meeting @ 7pm..
went home first to take a nap..
took the car and went to school for ed meeting.

met up with naz and together with daph..
we went over to bedok area for dinner/supper.
it's been the late night meetings that we were able to meet up together with naz and have some chilling/catch up session.

back to school over the weekends, again!

2011-03-16T22:39:00.002+08:00

Aiya.
Why for this semester, I have always been the last speaker.
It only makes me more flustered as I have to keep to the timing and make sure it does not exceed time limit.
But when you are so engrossed in delivering the speech..
you tend not to take note of the time, at all!
And all the points would seem to be important points not to be left out..
and end up I would panic on the spot.. though not too obvious.

Usually I would have done up my ED individual assignment on Tuesday and do the final editing and checks on Wednesday.
But due to the time constraint, I am still working on my ED assignment.
It seems like I'm able to write better under this unhealthy pressure..
since I still need to set time to practise for my ethics presentation tomorrow..
and I'm not 3/4 way done.

Coincidentally, met the girls today.. just as my meeting ended and their class ended too.
They said that my whole face shows them that I really had a hard time in that group. lol!
And it was so obvious that when I'm with them, I was much more at ease and happy. haha.

gonna end this abruptly and go back to do ED.
:)

2011-03-15T22:17:00.000+08:00

only after i switched off my laptop..
lied on the bed..
then i realized that i havent blog for the day.

im always looking forward to t&d lessons..
the classmates and the module itself is fun!
but when it switched over to ocd..
the whole atmosphere changes.
no, im not so looking forward to that.

went to jurong point with mummy.
did some shopping.
but my mind is still all about ethics and ed.. ethics and ed..
haha i must rush out the work by tonight..

2011-03-13T21:47:00.002+08:00

so i skipped church today.
was doing on my project.. but it seems to be taking a long time.
before i could finish it.. i had to go out already.

went to fetch my aunt and together with dad, we went to church to fetch mummy.
they dropped me off at school before they go over to chinatown to buy things and eat lunch.

went to meet karen.
we registered for some cozycot events.
spent the whole afternoon at orchard central..
and dinner at a random ramen shop at 313.
it doesnt tastes as good as the one kw recommended..
and the crowd wasnt there even though it's dinner time.

went back to school and my parents came over to fetch me.

haha lucky karen had asked me to accompany her during break for tomorrow..
for lunch and also to touch up on our ocd slides.
hehe, else i might have gotten eric out since he's not working tomorrow and i've been always not able to make it to meet up with him..
but anyways...
i need to go wash up and start on my project already.
yes, i know you asked me not to overwork.. haha but i must work.

gosh. hope i can do up everything fast and go to sleep.
else tomorrow gonna be a long long day since i have lessons from morning till evening and..
then at night i've got meeting.

bless me.

haha oh ya.
darling bought be some gummies.
haha i bought for her ice cream.
just realized it's the school holidays for them already.
haha..
how i love her so much!
such a sweetie pie! :)

2011-03-12T22:41:00.002+08:00

so i had to reluctantly sacrifice one guitar lesson.
reached school just on time.. but had to wait for nearly an hour before we started discussion.
the internet connection was so bad that i was kinda handicapped for the meeting..
cant do much research.

was quite bored also.. so went down to find karen.
gonna go out with her tomorrow and chat more.. lol!

meeting ended kinda later than expected..
went to bugis with jason for dinner before heading home.

haha so sorry eric!
will have our jap food soon!

haha my dear jj.. we shall meet up for jap food, say next week.
shall see when our dear friend kw is free also..
yes kw, i know i still owe you korean food..
haha but you dont dao me hor!
JAP food first!
we shall attack the sashimi as usual! :)

2011-03-11T21:20:00.001+08:00

Woke up.. had my honeystars while watching tv on sofa..
back to room to start doing up the skeleton for my ED assignment..
went to prepare and out for lunch with mummy before leaving for school for the consultation with Prof.

Went for eyebrow threading before going home.
Eric has been giving me random calls to chat.
Haha but I'm so sorry that I've been so caught up with projects that always cant meet up with you.

Yes, I know..
I havent been a good friend these days..
practicing double standards..
rejecting some dates.. resulting in.. xxx
I still owe some dates with my dear friends.
Let me finish up my things on hand first k..
the whole of my summer holidays can be for you then.

:)

2011-03-10T22:08:00.002+08:00

I think I'm stressing myself out over minor things..
just so worried that I cant meet my deadlines.. hmm.. probably not exactly cant meet my deadlines.. but not being able to have enough time to really do them up properly.
No matter how, it still makes me worry.

I've learnt my lesson.
Never to bid for classes alone.
I'm super regretting it now.
But, what's the use?!
Just hope that the sem ends faster.
Only my dear buddies know.. or will know.. what happened.

Wanted to have another piercing... walked into the shop..
but the salegirl was damn not polite.
Unhappy.
And thinking, how could I leave my 'life' in her hands.

2011-03-10T21:08:00.002+08:00

a random conversation with my second bro..
he was drinking the vitagen collagen drink..
"that LB Original flavour tastes weird. eeeks!" I commented.
"ya loh......" he replied. "no wonder you drink one then never drink already.."
me: "i got drink!! i drank the one and only rose flavour..."

I went to take another flavour, Elderflower.
me: this one tastes better!!
he: really meh..
me: yahh! drink mine and try lah!
he: eeee dont one!
me: use your straw lah, ben dan...
he: got one more left what.. i go take that one to drink, ben dan! -.-

After he drank the elderflower one, I told him again,
me: this one tastes better right.. that one tastes eyer!
he: ya, but not nice i help you drink.....
me: dont need!

2011-03-09T19:34:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 7am.. prepared.. and went out for CF classes.
Instead of going for bodycombat, tried out zumba fitness/toning..
it's quite an interesting class.
Can consider going for it again.

Is age really catching up with me?
It is one of the topics that was talked about with my friends the other day.
After the first class.. was contemplating to go for bodypump..
in the end I went.
I guess I wont be going for that again.
All the weight lifting.. damn shag.

2011-03-09T00:18:00.002+08:00

Woah.
It's another 2 months that I cannot be under the sun.
The nurse strictly says, AVOID.
And I have to be back for another review in 2 months time.

Could not make it for my classes today.. so went back home.
I fell asleep on the sofa.. and mum kindly woke me up, ask me to go back to my room and on air con to sleep. :)
Haha seldom she will ask me to on the air con in the afternoon..
the most I really cannot tahan the hot weather then I will go on it.
Then, she woke me up in time for dinner.. before I left for school.

Sometimes it really feels scary to drive.
I will start imaging all sorts of stupid things.. like getting into a major accident.
I think I will be damn shock.
Or what happens if I knock onto someone or another car?

Helped out Naz with his marketing project..
realized that sunshine bread is really tasty amongst the rest.
:)
Then, went for meeting.. which Daph and I was late for an hour.
I think we are getting a bit nowhere with our company for the project..
so we had to fluff something out for the optional progress report to make sure that we are on the right track.
It ended an hour later.. and Daph asked me to accompany her for dinner.
Haha, so I called Naz along as well since he hasnt eaten.
LALALA.. and we drove to holland v.. everything with fries.

Initially I thought it's just a fries shop.. just as the name suggests.
But the variety of food it offers is quite alot and reasonably priced.
Surprisingly, the food is really delicious!!
I will surely go back there again for their sandwiches!
Probably someone can help me with the fries, since it's really quite a big portion.
Unless I'm really hungry.. else I think I will be damn full after eating that.
And oh! Their desserts is really nice!!!
Everything is good.. just that the service could have been better.

I think I'm trying to find a suitable diary/book for me to write in.

2011-03-07T22:04:00.002+08:00

YEAH!
90% done for T&D and OCD projects!
Now, it's only left with OCD's presentation and we're done! :)
I love my T&D classes!
Ok, so I'm left with Ethics and ED projects to go.
Two seems little, but it adds up to ALOT of things.

Please pray that I dont get bullied by someone, especially since I've heard some many negative stuffs about that person.
Just let me endure for it for two weeks.
And I will never bid for classes alone ever.
I'm loving to bitch with my girls. Haha!

Back to NSC tomorrow.
Gonna wake up super early again.
Then, bring my grandpa and aunt there as well.
Have to accompany grandpa for his consultation..
hope I will be in time for CF classes! :)
I need to get the motivation going...... I will need to think of......

Shall go home afterthat and take car to go school at night.

I'm loving all the things that are happening now.

I need to do more planning.

Reflection

2011-03-06T22:02:00.000+08:00

I slept until 10plus today.. knowingly/unknowingly skipping church.
Continue working on the report before I had a nap in the late afternoon.
Woke up, went out for dinner with family cause of bro's birthday.
Back at home... helped to start doing on powerpoint slides and thinking whether the girls will accept TT's offer.

Over the past two days, interviews were conducted on several people for my project.
Meanwhile, I also heard alot of stories about the industry.. which sort of maps with what hunk ge had once described to me about certain issues.
It also made me reflect and think about alot other matters.
But luckily, being drained out at the end of the day, I tend to be able to sleep relatively well.

2011-03-06T01:08:00.002+08:00

HAHA what happened today was what I hoped for in yesterday's entry.
Just that we still yet to finish our project..
but the happy thing is that we need not go back school tomorrow..
will be doing it at home instead.
And so, I can join my family for the dinner! :)

Oh. And I missed my Jap buffet with liji today.

Dont expect me to do things which you reckon that most likely I would not do.
So, stop showing me your attitude.
And, dont act as though you are very close with me, when you are not.
Especially when I'm busy with 101 other things, just get things straight to the point and stop wasting my time.
It just further irritates me since I'm getting cranky these days.

Need to do a check on my behaviour..
but so far I think I'm still relatively ok.
I still love my friends! hahaha!

2011-03-05T00:08:00.002+08:00

though took some pics today.. but due to time constraint.. decided not to upload anything here.

having to travel all the way to bedok by 8am and reach parkway parade by 9am, i woke up at 5plus am.
had an interview with paul.. and while karen and i were contemplating to go gym.. another of our interviewee was able to meet us, so we cancelled gyming thoughts.
sad.
my reputation is totally ruined by karen. ahaha!

had lunch at swensons and went over to mac to continue on project.
off to school with audrey in the evening to meet up with my cousin since she needs some help in her journal report.
then, she went over to meet her friends and i went over to meet my friends.

random meet up with kw, edwin and pelvin for dinner. :)

off to continue on my project.. else i got nothing for them to compile tomorrow.

tomorrow's plan.....
go to wheelock place by 10am, interview another person from sca..
off to church for guitar lesson..
hope daddy comes pick me up..
home sweet home.
take the car and go school for meeting.
pray that we can finish up everything by tomorrow so that i can rest on sunday and... ya.. REST!

2011-03-03T23:59:00.001+08:00

breathless.. just by looking at my schedule.

gonna focus on ocd this whole week.. [week 9]
after submission on monday [week 10], start to do ed progress report that is due on that week's thursday.
from thursday onwards, will begin on ethics presentation that we'll only have one week's time to do.
of course in the meantime, still need to prepare for ocd presentation which will be due on the following week's monday [week 11]. so as said, ethics presentation on this thursday.
no. it's not the end.
cause will have to work on ethics report and ed report and presentation that is due on week 12's thursday!
just by listing all the deadlines out.. im getting confused as to when to do what exactly.

i need lots of happy food.

haha! thanks edwin for helping out for my project! :)
on our way home.. we met priscilla!
been about 6 years since we last met..
haha chatted about jc stuffs.. now.. when we turn old and suicide. lol!
how random can we get.
he kindly took a detour to walk me home before he go home.
i love my primary school friends!
they are the best haha!

oh! change of plans for tomorrow again.
im gonna go sleep soon.

dont call me unnecessarily!

Not in the correct mood for projects

2011-03-02T23:47:00.000+08:00

haha. i'm just gonna whine about how bad this week would be.

so im gonna go class from 830 till 330
ocd meeting from 330 till 6plus..
then meet my ed group and meet up with edwin for some interview for my ed project.
(yes kw, im meeting edwin.. that's why i asked you if you are working on thurs, hehe.)
if all goes smoothly and ends early..
then might have to go back to school and continue on ocd.

friday leh.. meeting lah!
though not confirmed the timing yet.. but should be start from the morning and do until at least 10pm.. yeah, at least.

luckily the girls have wtt class on saturday..
so i still can go for my second guitar lesson before i go to school.
but the thought of carrying the guitar + laptop and the barang barang makes me, faint!
my ideal plan is that daddy can come over to fetch me from church..
i send him home, put down my guitar...
and drive to school!
but the bad thing is.. i dont know if i will be too tired at the end of the day that i dont feel like drivng.. or i would be a road hazard then.

i know that friday and saturday would definitely be a bad bad day.
i do not wish to spillover to sunday leh.
but but but.. based on experience.. and looking at the amount of things that we have to do but not yet done.. it seems to be mission impossible!

i was telling mum that i have to go back to school on sunday..
she say, go loh... paused for a moment.. and said.. but you have to come home for dinner!
i think i was kinda cranky at that moment.. and replied that i have to hand in on monday lah!

it's been really a long long time since i had azuki freezie from ochaha.
haiya! why did it shift to paragon!??!!

Nightmare, Part II

2011-03-01T21:31:00.002+08:00

Rejoice!! Cause T&D is over! :)
Though there were some hicccups along the way.. but I'm so happy with all the positive feedbacks received!
Being a trainer is not easy.
Have to take note of many minor details, and so much work to do!
But still, it's an interesting job!
Next up, this whole week would be busy with preparing for OCD report and presentation!
Today seems to be the only day that I can have some personal time and rest.. but not totally cause I still have to finish up my individual report due on Thursday!

My agaration schedule for this week..
Wed - meeting till night
Thur - class + 2 meetings
Fri - meeting till late night
Sat - guitar + meeting till late night
Sun - skip church and sacrifice bro's birthday dinner.. for meeting again.

If we are able to finish up the stuffs, then probably Sunday can be spared.
But by judging the many last minute editing and doing of work..
it doesnt look too optimistic. Hurhurr.

Back to work.

Out of SG

2011-03-01T14:39:00.002+08:00

haha cant wait to get out of sg again.
kw asked to plan some nearby getaway..
cousin ask if want to go taiwan and hk..
aunt ask if want to go sydney..
would i get my exchange to korea?
or should i apply for internship to shanghai?

but if i apply for internship.. then most likely no sydney no hk no taiwan.
so it's a struggle between aussie and taiwan+hk.
aussie gives me a more relaxing feel and probably i can get to play with the cars!
taiwan+hk would give more chances of crazy shopping!

there's just so much uncertainty!

Monster week!

2011-02-27T23:06:00.000+08:00

This week has been such a hectic week, instead of a recess break!

Went to church in the morning before going over to have lunch with Jason before the meeting.
Dad and mum came over to pick me up, and headed over to tiong bahru market for dinner, before we go over to ah ma house to deliver the printer to my aunt.

Home sweet home, and started to prepare for tomorrow's workshop and facilitation.
Then, came a random sms from YY saying that he dreamt of me.
Bad timing to message me at this time cause I'm so busy with the preparation. Reply tomorrow, :)

And so, my dear buddy has started reading the blog again.
HAHA dont complain no pics la, I upload a few next time round.

Dad opens the door, and asked "still dont want to sleep ah?" @ 10.37pm.
Not that I dont want to sleep, but I still cant sleep.

BYE.

2011-02-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

I think I'm a brave girl today.
Went to church all alone, first time in my 22+ years. Haha!
Just because I wanna learn guitar!

But luckily I saw a few familiar faces.
Still, there's this one girl who ask whether I'm new in church.
Well, guess that's how low profile I have been.. resulting in such a question.
Yet surprisingly, another guy actually knows my name.

Dad came over to fetch me after his work! :)

Oh! I need to prepare for the coming week's T&D training workshop, OCD facilitation plus ED's individual assignment.

2011-02-26T00:36:00.000+08:00

wanted to message kw to accompany his to buy his phone..
but before i do that, daph messaged and jio me for movie.
hee. so i went ahead with that instead.
i try not to reject people, cause i dont like people to reject me.
and if someone rejects me, i tend not to ask that person the second time.. fear of kanna tio reject. haha.

today mummy asks me to go to a bubble tea shop to work.
she asks me to go there learn the ropes, and then go open one myself.. then hire two people to do it.
haha she says cause she sees that the bubble tea business is quite profitable.. so many people drinking it.. especially if we were to find a prime location.

so guilty again.
was supposed to buy lunch for mum since i was supposed to go out in the late afternoon.
lalala.. so went to cathay to catch black swan with daph! :)

what a tiring week filled with project meetings.
aiya. going back on sunday as well.
though i think im a brave girl to go home by myself at night when it's so quiet..
haha but i think i still prefer to have people to send me home.
thank you! :)

2011-02-24T00:21:00.000+08:00

Finally can have some time to do my own things.

Tue
Felt so bad that mum had woke up early to prepare breakfast for me..
but I had to rush out to go to school already.
Anyway, da bao Mac breakfast for the 930am meeting with the girls.

It was a super long day dedicated for T&D meeting.
In between there's still two consultations with the Prof for different mod.
Time passed SUPER FAST.

So qiao bff took off on Wed.. so he came and sent me home! :)
By the time I reached home was morning around two plus.. or was it three already?
Damn shag.
But could not get to sleep either.

Wed
Decided not to kill myself, so I skipped the bodycombat and bodypump classes which I had planened to go for.
Had lunch with mummy before leaving for school.
But by the time I was about to reach school.. meeting was said to be cancelled!
Luckily, bff happened to give me a ring at that time and in the end, he cabbed over to school and accompany me while I accompany him for his lunch in school.

The whole day was super seh.
As though high on alcohol.
Somehow, all six of us wore blue apparels for the meeting.
Haha.

Supposed to be a recess week but we are more busy than ever.
Could not even have a proper meal when we are hungry.
Dinner at 9plus.. poor thing.

Aiya!
My schedule for this week messed up.
Waste my time planning.

2011-02-21T21:12:00.000+08:00

AH!
I think hunger is the #1 thing that will wake me up in the middle of the night.
Disturbs my sleep.

Was thinking whether my trainer will show up at 8.30am anot.. so that I can still sleep for awhile more and go for my first class straight instead.
But I will feel bad if she's there waiting for me.. so I just have to get myself out of bed at 6plus.
END UP, she's not there!
I only bumped into her when I was about to leave the club.

Spinning class and ABT was enough to kill me.
So I decided to give yoga and bodycombat a miss.
A change of schedule on meeting timings.. so probably can go on Friday as well!

Just as I thought I would anyhow grab some food for lunch..
Jason came over and had lunch with me..
hehe and so happy that I remember that there's crystal jade there..
finally had my congee! :)

I cant wait for Saturday and lay my hands on the guitar once again.
Dear Piano, I will not neglect you. :)

2011-02-20T20:52:00.000+08:00

Finally TEN years after the impulsive buying of the guitar..
I'm gonna revive it next Saturday!
It has been left standing there in my room, collecting dusts.. though I do wipe it from time to time.
HAHA I'm gonna have some guitar lessons by my cousin on Saturdays in church.
But, I'm still pretty much interested in piano.
Hopefully someone sponsors or willing to teach me. :)

Met Brandon and we spent the whole of Sunday chilling out at Coffee Bean.
I wonder how come we got so much to talk although we dont really know each other.
He's a random guy that I got to know through online back in my secondary school or poly days.
I didnt know I was so brave to meet someone I know of online.
Recently, another random guy sent me a message on FB and said that he saw me at Cathay.
HAHA how true can that be?!
I'm still very skeptical.
Wait till that courage to meet online people comes back again, if ever.

Ok.
Starting from tomorrow.. I shall be busy with going to CF classes.
Then, the usual rushing of project deadlines..
learning a new instrument..
spending time with family..
and of course, I will still set time to meet my friends whenever I can. :)
No more of letting the lazy monster grow in me.
I'm killing it!!
It's predicted to be exhausting, be it mentally or physically.. but I think I will enjoy it, cause I dont want to waste my time! :)

2011-02-19T23:19:00.005+08:00

Woken up by phone calls.
Mum was out and bro did not answer.. so it kept ringing and it was really irritating.

Tidy up my room and waredrobe.. since mum has been nagging that I've been buying apparels but not wearing it.

Went to grandma house in the evening as usual. :)

Need to get an organizer soon.
The one jj got for me in 2009, and kw (if i didnt remember wrongly) got for me the refills in 2010.. gonna be used up in end of March.
Haha my two buddies know how absent-minded I am..
was thinking should I get a new one or buy refill again.
The refill might cost more than a new one.
Sometimes, I would prefer to rely on my phone.. to keep the dates there.
But, I would also prefer to pen down my thoughts than just typing into the phone.
For a period of time, my organizer was left alone.
Even xiao bao urges me to use a notebook. lol!

Planned out a tentative schedule for the whole of next week already! :)

MON
830am to 2pm: cycling, ABT, yoga, body combat and a session with the trainer!
home sweet home to do project.
free after 7pm. should be.

TUE
9am to 8pm: meetingsssss!!

WED
go school submit project in the morning.. and head over to california fitness
10am to 1pm: cycling and bodypump classes! :)
Still thinking should I stay around in town or go home to take car.. and back to school for meeting at 7pm.

THUR
530pm to 845pm: bodycombat, cycling & bodypump classes! :)
By the time I shower and prepare, dont know if the shops still open anot.
If not can have dinner and shop abitttt.

FRI
9am to 2pm: meeting!
There's no classes that fits in today's timing.
The ones which I want clashes with the meeting.

SAT
REST DAY!

SUN
Church and go for some classes...
140pm to 350pm: bodyjam and bodypump! :)
Shop abit after that and hopefully dad comes and pick me up!

I LOVE THE CLASSES!

it's not a boring day!

2011-02-19T01:14:00.001+08:00

See darling to school, have lunch with mummy.. before I left house.

It's time I kill the monster in me before it grows any bigger.
Objective of the day.. to check out california fitness!

I had wanted to just zoomed to CF and not do any shopping.
In the end, I walked back and headed to Forever21 to see if there's anything that I can get.
Woah!
Got something from there!! :))
Shopping is the best therapy!
Maybe I should go for full body massage soon since I still have a few more sessions.. and I need to go for a haircut, soon.

After the staffs at CF did the processing of the documents and suffs..
hunk ge called!
He was telling me and teaching me tactics that I can use to try to let them lower the price.
I guess I was alil impulsive too, to go and sign on the spot as well.
I hope I will not regret. haha!
But the thing that I did not like was that the people did not know what I was paying for, which was quite ridiculous, and they tried to bluff their way through.
Still, I had to appear to be friendly since I would be going there for the next one year. lol!

Met deb for dinner back at yew tee, before she come over my house.
Journal review!
So, helped her look through the article and how to go about writing the review.
Haha, and we spent some time gossiping too. lol!

Took the car, fetched aunt and the three of us went over to JP.
NTUC!
It's late already yet there's still so many people.
Even the tables at Mac was quite full as well..

Aunt was saying that her friend was asking me to go over aust.
HAHA I'm so tempted to go over..
especially since her friend opens a garage and I can go try out the different nice nice cars!!
So excited!!

I find the blog quite empty without pics..
I think I might just post some random pics at times.. haha!

OH!
How I miss eclub and the people there!
Just like my primary school friends, they call me enhui instead of kezia!
I think they miss me too! hahaha!

Talking about my primary school friends..
supposed to have dinner and movie with them tonight but last minute had to reject since deb needs help in her work.
End up, I have to organize the next outing. lol!

2011-02-17T22:36:00.002+08:00

YEAH!
One and only mid term is over! :)

class - meeting - jp - home

My bag is so heavy that I worry that it might just break anytime. lol!

I realized that I've forgotten to pay my phone bills. Overdue!

I need to send my laptop for repair, soon.

Now, it's the choice between california fitness and true yoga.

Sometimes I just cant get to sleep at night.
I close my eyes, but my mind is still thinking of things.

2011-02-16T23:18:00.000+08:00

Other than studying.. there's nothing much done today.
So.. find other things to say.....

Was chatting with bff yesterday..
we used to htht alot.. chat on phone for hours.
Realized that time really flies.. one year passed.
Reminiscing on the things that we've done with our clique..
it was really enjoyable..
once that we sat at the back of our friend's lorry and started screaming crazily.. midnight supper at msia.. overseas trip.. and the heng heng stuffs.
And, he touched on my weak spot.
It's a fight or flight thing. But I choose the latter.
So please dont ever mention about it.. you know how bad it was.

Most likely will be going JP tomorrow.
Anybody in the vicinity in the evening let me know..
probably we can meet for dinner or movie!
Much as I do not want to.. but will check out Amore's packages.. since I do not want to commit myself for two years at the rest of the places.
So if nothing's wrong.. will be signing up with Amore..
asked my cousin about it.. but she seems really not keen on amore ever since our first experience.
But I shall give it one more chance.

Two is better than one is a nice song! :)
So dont anyhow use the lyrics!

And to you, dont push my limits.
Once or twice is ok, but not when you keep asking for more.

2011-02-16T15:20:00.001+08:00

so dont feel like revising.
helppppp~!!!!

What a day!

2011-02-16T01:37:00.000+08:00

Somehow, I woke up at around 4am plus..
and I saw a new message in my inbox.
Clicked to see, only to realize that it was a bad news from bff.. saying that he's got something important to attend to.
I was deliberating whether to reply him anot.
... Thinking maybe if we're not meeting might not be a bad thing afterall.. I can revise and take care and go school for meeting in the evening.
Went back to sleep.
Guess I wasnt really in deep sleep.. cause another message came at 7am plus.
It was from bff as well.. saying that he can meet me already.
Still, I did not reply.. and went back to sleep.

Had lunch with mummy before going out.
But I was an hour earlier than the meeting time with bff.
The purpose of meeting today.. was to fulfil our wish of going fish&co since ONE YEAR ago.
HAHA made him walked in circles as we were finding the fred perry shop.. nearly made him gave up. lol!

So all along the meeting that I thought of was a online meeting instead of a physical one.
Hence, one good news is that I dont have to go back to school.
YEAH.
Cabbed over to PS.
So we went for movie - HOMECOMING!
And changed the online meeting time to 930pm, after the movie.
Coincidentally, kw messaged me when we were going to buy tickets.
I thought he saw me somewhere.
He was SO happy when I told him I was watching that.

Decided to proceed to Starbucks after movie for the online meeting.
End up karen has already posted the entry for discussion of behalf of the group.
YEAH.
So dont need to stay there.. we can go elsewhere!
Instead of going to Cityspace which we find it abit sian already.. though it's a nice place to be in..
he brought me to Loof.
Kinda like the place, probably cause it's not crowded and so it's very comfy and relaxing! :)
Makes me wanna fall asleep there.

Cabbed home.
:)

Gonna execute the plans that bff and I had planned for months back..
one by one.
HAHA!

2011-02-14T21:43:00.002+08:00

YEAH!
Done with round 1 of studying.. thanks to jj for waiting for me to finish up before we went for dinner. :)
Luckily we were early.. other than Swensen which has a long queue.. the rest were relatively ok.. or nobody queuing.
Cause when we were out paying the bill.. omg it's long queue outside ajisen!

My plan today was to have a date with my book and notes.
Then mum ringed.. and I told her I dont know what time I will study until.
When I thought I might be able to finish up early.. I called her back.. but she never picked up at all!
A total of 10+ missed calls to her.
Sadly, I have to continue mugging.

Then, jj sms me when he knocked off!
Coincidentally, his friend will be dropping him at woodlands!
So, we met up.. planning to accompany him to eat dinner and he accompany me for ice cream.
AH.
But after dinner.. we were too full for ice cream.
Went to check out movie timings.. but it's either the movie has just started or that it's at 9plus.
Bad timings.
LALALA.. so we made our way home.
But he firmly insist on sending me home. :)

It's always nice to meet up with friends whom you havent met/contacted for a long period of time.. and especially when he is your best buddy!
But as usual.. I will do or say some stupid things.

#1
(randomly, I took the lettuce and put into his ramen)
he: what are you doing?
me: .. i want the sauce!
he: ...... it's soup la!

#2
me: i thought you will order the octopus (instead of the cold tofu)
he: what octopus???
me: baby octopus!!
he: that one is sl favourite lah!!
me: (opps! haha but you also got eat ma! lol!)

Shall resume mugging on Wednesday! :)

2011-02-14T15:40:00.002+08:00

Taking a break from studying.. :)
instead of spending 2 hours travelling to and fro school.. decided to try out the library at Civic Plaza.. which can cut my travelling by at least half!

But luckily there's no school today..
else I would be so disturbed by those who messaged me yesterday in the middle of the night when I'm well away in my lalaland.

Had lunch at home before leaving house.. and just nice darling was going to school as well. :)
Realized that she's grown taller.. cause last time I could not see her when she's behind the metal door.

I'm left with one chapter and a little bit more to go before I finish my first round of mugging.
Mum called and tries to tempt me to go shopping with her..
but I guessed I have to finish up the remaining stuffs before I try to do something else..
since I would not be able to study tomorrow and I would be only left with one day to do so.

Back to studying. :)

2011-02-13T23:10:00.002+08:00

A conversation with mum in the lift, with my 2 bro..
me to mum: tmr dont have to go sch so early
mum: .. why leh.
me: study tmr.
mum: why leh. exam ah?
me: ... no.
Bro cuts in and says: tell you also dont know.

Poor mum.
Love you mummy! :)

Bad weather

2011-02-13T22:35:00.000+08:00

Bad connection again, so didnt update yesterday night.

Bad weather it was.. yesterday or today.. SUPER sunny.
The moment I woke up.. could feel the heat outside even though aircon was still on.
Wanted to get out of bed to slowly prepare to go out..
but the giddy spell just sets in.
Big dislike.
Makes me unable to do much things but just slack around more.. not wanting to move around else I will feel nauseous.
That I lay on the sofa to watch TV.. and slipped back to sleep.. and in the end.. late in meeting jason!
The resting helps a little..
pulled me through the whole day and back home! :)
But it was a spoiler as well I guess.. else could have more fun.

Anyway, it was a nice walk-and-see over at MBS.. and the breathtaking view at the skypark.
Dinner over at IndoChine Waterfront @ ACM.
Thought that the place was rather cool when passed by there in the past. :)
Instead of adjourning to somewhere else to chill since it wasnt too late yet..
rather end the day nicely by going home. haa.

The dizzy spell just didnt go away the next day either.
What's wrong?!
Didnt managed to go to church in the morning..
and the plan of going to school to mug was obviously not carried out either.
Shucks.
Wasted one whole day on my bed.

Still, had to go over to granny's house in the evening for dinner and thanksgiving.
Haha, please, no more giddy spells! Go away!

Anybody wants lunch or dinner tomorrow?
Message me. :)

:)

2011-02-12T01:26:00.002+08:00

Woke up in the morning and rushed to prepare to go out.
Dad told uncle that he's not going to company today and went to bring grandma to buy the grocery for Sunday's dinner.
Did not want to take train to school.. so had to hop onto dad's car!
But sent grandma home first before I drive myself to school and dad & mum drove off to dont know where.
Poor me, have to mug for ethics mid terms.. else I will be out somewhere.

Just as I reached school and dropped off.. saw hee at the benches.. so joined her since she's alone as well.
HAHA lucky me!
She passed me her ethics notes and past year's mid terms stuffs!
I knew that's gonna cut my effort by at least.. 20% haha..

Met Jason for lunch over at PS.. hehe Swenson's salad is love!
But Naz loves it more than I do. lol!
AH.. and back to school to mug.
The most dreadful thing to happen ever.
Haha, but instead of mugging.. accompanied Ivan for lunch..
and back to library to chat before we really start.

Seems that mugging in the evening/night is more effective.
Or is it cause of the long time span spent, by then I'm into the mugging mode already.

Mugging + Dinner

2011-02-11T00:52:00.000+08:00

Haha. So I managed to finish up one chapter of the readings and left with another one to go.. before I start to go through it a second time and make my own notes!!
That's gonna be time consuming, but NO CHOICE!
Was told that there'll be no time to think.. have to just prepare and write....
hope that I can finish up tomorrow.
Many people commented that I start so early to study..
but then reading textbook + notes making can take up quite some time..
plus I do not have the luxury of time to study everyday next week either.
Some kind soul.. remind me to bring papers for next thursday ok. :)

The boring and tedious mugging was offset by a pleasant surprise from jason.
Godiva chocs!! :)
All along I thought you were still in office or something.. haha didnt expect to see you in the library haha!!

Met up with Kelvin, my ex-colleague in GE, for dinner!
Went to Crystal Jade as I had wanted to eat their congee since morning. lol!
They had steamboat buffet.. which made us changed our decision and have that instead.
Conclusion:
No more steamboat in the near future.
Sometimes it does not pay to be adventurous to try something new.
As in, their new food.
But steamboat is still a no-no now.

.. I have been thinking of Swenson's salad too! hehe.

On the way home, there's this unknown number that called.
Haha, it's another person whom I've not chatted with for a few months too. lol!
HELLO. What's the season ah.. why everybody somehow just appeared these days.
Ok, it's definitely not a bad thing.. haha but it's just.. coincidental??
Anyway, it's Andy!
Haha he's dinner becomes supper.. and thought I might still be out and can join him.
Well.. another day, as I told him.
Tired.

Hmm.

2011-02-10T16:09:00.002+08:00

Haha I'm supposed to start mugging for my ethics mid terms that's happening next week, now.. but I'm just dragging it.. lol!

Anyway.. saw this thing.. and I thought it's quite sweet what.. Haha but why is it the worst gifts leh?

Continue later.

Maggie Mee

2011-02-09T19:26:00.000+08:00

Haha.. how I love to eat maggie mee!
Had it for lunch before I left for school..
and thought that mum would cook it for dinner as well.. but no!
I was kinda sad cause I was happily looking forward to maggie mee for dinner..
and said no to dinner with my friends.
End up bought subway to eat.
Ok, I know that it's unhealthy and blah blah..
but it's not everyday that I'm doing this either.

So I spent nearly two hours travelling to and fro school..
spent less than two hours for meeting.

On the way home, there's this two guys chatting..
though I had my ipod with me.. but their voices were slightly louder than the music.

So their conversation goes like this..
do you believe that there's such a thing as..
- eveything happens for a reason..
- or do you think there's such a thing called coincidental..
- or do you believe in law of attraction..
- or luck..
- or you think you can control/influence things???
I thought it was rather interesting.. but end up there's no conclusion from them.

I'm kinda happy that I know that I made someone's day.
Haha, thanks for telling me cause it made my day as well.
:)

Haha sometimes I think.. I think too much.. till the point that I do not know what I want exactly.
I rather things be laid out so that it does not complicate matters too.
More often than not.. things dont go the way we want..
so.. just live with it.

Opps!

2011-02-09T11:50:00.001+08:00

It seems that the connection at night is very bad..
always cant connect properly after 10pm..
so end up didnt blog yesterday.

Haha, lunch is ready.
Continue later.

Oh! Back to school!

2011-02-07T22:07:00.002+08:00

The long weekends is over.
But it's back to the monday blues.

Da bao lunch and ate with the girls while waiting for them to finish their meeting..
else they always say I disappear after class and meet others. lol!

It was a long, lazy afternoon..
we had two hours to spare even though we had done a final update to our proposal and slides.
Boredom sets in.

Just as I was about to find people to talk to..
my phone rang!
To my surprise.. it was a call from bff!!
The first thought that came to my mind was.. did he call the wrong number?
I think I havent chat with him for.. at least three months already!
His call came at the right time and it was so fun chatting with him!
He's one of those that has seen me happy, sad, cry, pissed off..
sometimes he's afraid of me too. hah. paiseh!

A little intro about my bff for those who might not know..
we had a kinda interesting history.
He was going after my friend in secondary school days..
but my friend pushed me to him when we met at the bus stop near her block.
Somehow, we exchanged msn add and chatted a few times online.
For the next 8 years.. we stopped contacting each other..
to the extent that I had forgotten the presence of this guy.
8 years plus passed.. another friend of mine tells me that we will go out with this guy for dinner.
And that's how we got to contact each other again.
But the thing is.. the bus stop thing I totally had no impression at all.. but he remembers it.

Ok, so back to the phonecall.
So he was saying.. he wants to watch movie.. and he wants a movie marathon!
HAHA, so I bombed him with the 4 movies that I wanna watch.
=)
And he readily agreed!
There's still so many things that we had wanted to go and try out before the we stopped contacting for that 3months+..
hope he still remembers. haha! cause I still want to do it!

After ending the call with him.. wen song called!
lol!
Recently, many of them whom I havent talked to for quite some time just resurfaced again.
I'm so happy! :)

HEH! Facial tomorrow.
Hope it's not too bad.
Havent been there for quite some time.
But when I called for appointment.. the people still remembers me.
=)

CNY Day 4

2011-02-06T20:48:00.002+08:00

Super sleepy today.
Woke up early 6plus to prepare to go church..
as mum will be singing today so need to go early to practise.
Lunch.. and by the time I reach home.. head straight to bed.
Dinner time by the time I woke up.

Darling is going out to run/jog with her bros and dad.
haha so cute she is!!

Movies that I might want to watch..
1) strongly recommended by kw to watch homecoming. well.. since he's involoved in the production and he told me how hard it was to film the first scene.. give him face. lol.
2) Shaolin!
3) The green hornet
4) Black swan

Boring, but happy Sunday! :) hehe.

My dearest buddy! Just for U!

2011-02-05T23:55:00.003+08:00

My dear friend..
because of this..here's one specially for u!

You're not forgotten though we've never been in touch ever since your last message in May'10.
I would say that I'm not as courageous as you to make the first move to contact me.
You know, I know, that many things happened last year.
There were many things which I didnt say, you didnt say.
Probably misunderstandings/miscommunication took place too.

But.. just like you, there are things that I do as a routine as well.
Yet, I didnt ask kw about you just as you asked him updates about me.
I must have been a bad friend.

I looked through the pics.. and found these.
I thought it was quite cute..
as I recalled how we tasted the food and the expressions that we had for each..
Haha, but now they dont serve the carrot/cucumber already leh! :(

ok. a random way to end this entry.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :)

CNY Day 3

2011-02-05T21:54:00.002+08:00

What a Saturday to start with.. with the news of my great uncle who knocked his head at home and bled.
Had him brought to SGH and stayed at A&E's observation ward.
Aunt and I was saying.. we are frequent visitors of hospital this year.. or starting from the end of last year.
So much so that I can know the route from NUH to Seng Kang already.
No more GPS needed. lol!

Mum went out, leaving the unkepmt me slacking on the sofa and bro watching tv..
when the doorbell rang.
The door was left open.. bro and I looked at each other..
signalling the other party to go answer the door, not wanting to make any noise.
Argh.
End up I was the one who had to go.. so paiseh.. with the messy hair and everything.
Darling's mum baked banana cake and gave us some. :)
She left.
Less than a minute later.. the doorbell rang, again.
We kinda knew that it was the other neighbour at the door..
argh. me again. paiseh x2.
She left.
Less than a minute later.. the doorbell rang, AGAIN.
Mum's back!
-.-'''

Went out in the late afternoon over to uncle's house to fetch grandparents and aunt to the restaurant for dinner.
I think I still prefer Japanese and Korean food.
But, it's CNY.. so chinese cuisine. lol!

After dinner, went to the hospital to pick my great uncle up.
The A&E was filled with people.
In the morning, though there aint many people, but still need to wait up to 2 to 3 hours before my uncle was attended to.
Shouldnt the speed in A&E be FAST?!
Why is it that we still need to wait so long..
when we were at the pharmacy waiting to collect the medicine..
the staffs were taking their own sweet time as well.
Their attitude wasnt really good either.
Anyway, didnt had any good impression of SGH all these while.
I think NUH is better.. at least those in E clinic.

Before heading home, went to clementi to buy yu sheng!
The usual one that we always buy from is not opened.. so went to Sakae to buy and went to NTUC to buy extra salmon!!! :)
FULL!
:)

Too bad by the time jj messaged and asked to go over his house.. I was so shag liao.
Cu another time! :)

CNY Day 2

2011-02-04T23:53:00.000+08:00

Did my study plan yesterday night before sleeping..
and continued with the write-up for the project in the morning. :)

Mum started with the preparation of food from morning until noon..
aunt came over in the late morning and we went ntuc to get more food.
We went over to mccafe to get some drinks..
she got some caramel drink and I've got a mocha something..
I thought hers would be quite sweet.. but end up it was more bitter than mine.
Did the person mixed up something? lol!

Been contemplating to sign up for one of the packages.. by TrueYoga, California Fitness or Amore.
Tried to evaluate each one.. but I think I would be bias and favour True Yoga. lol!
Bad impression of Amore.
Havent tried Cali before though been there to explore a few times.
True Yoga has the classes and the lounge which I like to relax in!
But.. it's also the most expensive of all!
After checking out their classes.. I think I still can make do with Cali.. provided that they can offer me something that's reasonably cheap. :))
Ok! SET.
Will go down and enquire more with Karen probably next week.
My cousin dont seem to like Cali leh. Else can ask her along.
See how see how.

Probably I can buy some drawing materials for darling! :)

CNY Day 1

2011-02-04T00:17:00.002+08:00

It's the usual visitings..
to aunty linda's house, and to both ah ma's place.

Aunty linda never fails to buy me this pineapple tarts.. from either geylang area or amk.
Other than this one, I dont eat the rest.
This is yummy! :)
And where else can I find this?
I want to try the cheese flavoured one..

Rabbit Year! Loves!

2011-02-03T09:54:00.002+08:00

Something has been in me for a very long time.
But due to my stubbornness.. I didnt want to take the first step.
It has always been the case.
Partly cause I didnt want to face it either. Probably.
Several things came to the same ending with the same actions.
I should have learnt. But apparently, not.

But I'm so glad that things changed when the first sms came in the morning.
I was so happy to receive the message.
But the way things seem to have distanced between us with all the formalities..
it kinda made me upset.
I thought it would end there with that sms.
Luckily no.
I guess we really have alot of things to talk about.

This shall be a good start for the Rabbit Year!

And, I do need to reflect.

CNY!

2011-02-03T00:12:00.002+08:00

Haha! As expected, was late for meeting today.
I think the time management of our group aint too fantastic. Haha.
No wonder we set the time earlier.. enough to buffer for lateness. lol!

Mum forgotten that I need to be in school today..
she only called me when they are reaching the west side..
else they could come over and fetch me home! :)

Nonetheless, had lunch with the girls at Kopitiam.
I think I saw him again.
When I told the girls.. they simply just walked over and want to catch a glimpse of him.
HAHA he was wearing green.. and his friend as well.
So they didnt know is which one. lol!
But so happened that today so many guys were wearing green as well..
so funny!

Reunion dinner over at grandma's place.
The food and everything is all the same.
There were a few years that we went to restaurants..
but no idea why it was back to home again.

Quite a few movies wanna watch..
and I saw the Jacky Cheung concert that's gonna held in Aug!
Should I go?
Haha Aug is still so far..

Anyway, HAPPY CNY my dear friends! :)

Crazy over Prada!

2011-02-02T00:29:00.003+08:00

Couldnt stand the mess that study room and part of the living is..
so start to throw away some stuffs that has been piling for months and nobody is using.

Today could have been a long day of shopping if my friends had asked me out earlier..
Karen was saying she's shopping for shoes/heels which I also wanted to..
my dear daigo also went out to shop in the late afternoon when he had wanted in the late morning..
anyway.. still met up with liji for shopping as planned in the evening after his work.

Went over to buy some nail polish before going over to Mandarin Gallery to wait for him to collect his wallet.
Oh. Marc Jacobs clothes are quite nice. Some.

I'm so in love with Prada's wallet now!!
Went to Paragon and check it out again with Liji
New Fall Prada [2010] (Prada) Saffiano Triangolo Black Ladies Purse 1M1132-ZLR-002

This is the wallet that I'm eyeing.
I love the design and that how sleek it is!!
How I wish someone could get it for me!
As if there would be. Haha!
He asked me why not asked mum to get it for me..
but I dont like my parents to get something which is so expensive for me.
I want this!
Aiya!

Bused to PS and decide to go over Pomo to have dinner.
The place that we wanted to go was kinda empty..
and many of their food is not available..
so went over to Mr Bean's cafe..
not bad la.. at least been there with xiao bao a few times before.

Walked back to Cathay after that, to that shop.
The dress was kinda similar to the one which I had.
The heels dont have my size already.
The bags.. dont know when I can use it.
So in the end, didnt buy anything.

Not feeling satisfied from dinner..
we planned to have tau huey for desserts/supper.
OH!
But the rochor one is not opened..
and the one beside it was so full..
thinking should we eat chicken rice.. but errrr.. guess we will be damn full.
So we thought to try out the bak kut teh at Central..
bused over.. only to find out that it's not opened.
By the time we were at there.. it was already 10plus..
so most of the other shops were closed as well.
In the end, settled over at TCC.
TIRED!

Lalala.. and we cabbed home afterthat.
OMG.
The cab driver was crazily fast.
He drives at 150km/h..
feels super duper unsafe.
But luckily.. no accident.. though he suddenly brake quite a few times.

Feels so good to be home!
LOVES! :)

I need to sacrifice some sleep time to do my nails again.

Cold with jacket

2011-02-01T00:55:00.000+08:00

Slept super early last night.. was on bed by 9plus already.
Cant stand it not switching on my air con..
it was a wrong choice!
Slept halfway and I start to feel warm and sweat.. and woke up.
MUST on air con no matter what!

It's a rainy day again..
to keep myself warm.. cant wear shorts leh..
jeans + tank (in case the sun comes out again) + jacket is the best combi..
but I seem to have picked the wrong jacket.
Anyway, the girls were smarter..
they wore a jacket and brought another shawl/cardigan along.

The girls totally forgotten that we had a one-page proposal that we need to submit today..
I actually did had it in my hp calendar..
but I thought since Prof nor anybody else mentioned anything..
might be a change of deadline..
but apparently not!
ONLY our group didnt submit in class.
So we had to rush out the one page in 30min.

Walked all the way to Kopitiam to da bao lunch.
It's so far!
So tiring!
Had meeting concurrently.. until the start of the boring OCD.
They were right.
The lesson is really dry.
Always had to struggle to keep myself awake.
And my dear girl beside me always sms me to chat. Yeah. Beside me only. lol!

Trained to Suntec with Karen to sign up for some package.
Am I too impulsive?

Off to meet the guys at Millenia Walk.
I'm not late! They were early!
But luckily.. or probably not.. the restaurant that we went was full house so we had to wait..
by the time it was our turn they were kinda hungry as well.. like me.. I supposed.
Yeah, I think so.. since Edwin was able to finish mine as well.

Haha I'm so sorry my dear friend!
Hope that it rains tomorrow morning and stop by evening ok.
Dont go out so early lah!

SLEEP!

2011-01-30T19:22:00.002+08:00

Was chatting with them last night until quite late..
when I thought I might want to sleep early.. say latest by midnight.
Anyways, end up I was still the one to fall asleep.

Woke up at around 9plus.. by mum to eat breakfast.
My aunt called and asked whether I can use dad's car to go Suntec..
cause uncle wants to go there buy things and eat.
Too bad, dad was afraid that he might need to go work.. so nope we didnt go Suntec.

Went back to sleep and woke up at 12plus..
spent the whole day changing my nail colours..
kept touching it when it's still not dry yet..
but I think I will like the final outcome.

I'd better stop typing already else by bedtime it's still not dry.

Rain Rain..

2011-01-29T21:12:00.000+08:00

Haha.. I like ethics class when there's no class presentations.
Prof is entertaining enough.. with his expressions and gestures.
Never fails to make the class laugh. lol

Was on the way to City Hall when I met the girls..
they were late for class.. and wanna me go wtt class with them.
Went to MS for lunch wtih Jason @ Cafe Cartel..
bad choice of fish and chips.
It was a rainy day.. so heading back home was the best choice.

Liji asked if wanna go for movie in the evening when I was about to reach home.
HAHA if im aint so near home.. I might agree.
So, it was a struggle between movie or more sleep.. since he also wants to watch in the west side too.
But I thought tomorrow might be a better day..
only to know that he has exams tomorrow!
Pro sia.. one day can finish studying. lol!
End up I fell asleep.. and he also..
probably I can only meet up with him after his tw trip..
and I can get some tw goodies and finally, eat at the Jap restaurant!
Finally we are able to have a reservation in March!
Been trying to go there since last year!

It's raining again.
Not going church tomorrow = I can sleep more!
=))))

I have a few friends who are selling flowers for Valentine's Day.
Well.. I cant remember for what reasons.. my friends and I were selling flowers on the street on Valentine's Day itself.
Why ar.. the girls on the street are mostly holding to a bouquet of flowers on that day..
and hmm.. not some shopping bags?
Haha so it seems more of a flower day?

Someone asked me what I want on vday.. flowers?
Ok, it might seem to be a nice-to-have thing but I feel that it's a waste of money.
Be it birthday or any gifts that friends want to buy for me..
I always tell them.. dont buy me things that I just put there that I have no use of.. and no food unless you are buying it from overseas or it's really something special.
So end up, they will ask me for 3 choices and I will ask them for their budget. lol!
Well, this has been the 'tradition' within my friends.
Throw in a little of surprises and that will be nice as well. Who dont like that?
But I guess, it's just another day for you to spend money. lol!

Celebrating vday?
No.. haha cause I dont like it when things start to get expensive on that day.. so not worth it lah!
Haha but maybe if one day I'm thrown into the scenario of a princess-like vday I might think differently. Probably.
Like.. all things are specially catered just for you.
But even my couple friends are saying that everyday is vday.. nothing special.

It's not a day just for couple.. but friends too! :)

Shag to the max!

2011-01-29T00:20:00.002+08:00

Woah!
Less than 10hours of sleep for the two days..
yesterday was bad.. since it was so rush to get the slides for today's ppt out.

Set my alarm clock at 730am..
supposed to wake up at 8am.. but snoozed till 830am.. else I will be really late for meeting.
Took a bus to school instead..
but dont know is it because of lack of sleep or no breakfast, or both..
I had a little of bus sick.
Fortunately, the little nap I had on the bus helps.. and it got a little better.

When I was still waiting for bus near my house, someone messaged and said that she will be late.
When the bus was around Takashimaya, someone called and said he overslept!
I was an hour late for meeting!
But turns out, I'm still the earliest. lol!

Ok la, at least managed to rush everything out and printed just in time for the presentation.

Was tired.
But went for dinner with Daphne after class..
shopped around first.. and we decided to eat at Sushi Tei..
the bad news was that we had to wait for half an hour.
So we went to find a random bench to wait at first as the bag + laptop is making our shoulders ache. haha.

A well-deserved dinner for both of us, haha!

Continue more, probably tomorrow. :)

Rainy day

2011-01-26T22:04:00.000+08:00

WOW!
I managed to have a good night sleep!! :)
When I woke up at around 10am.. I thought it is 8am instead.. cos that's usually the time that I auto wake up.
So I kinda jump out of bed when I realized it's 10plus..
as my plan was to start on my assignments by 11plus.

Went out with mum for lunch..
didnt know what to eat.. so we shared LJS food.
After we are done with our shopping, there was a heavy downpour!
Then mum suggested to go to KFC to eat.
Well.. I guess this is the most unhealthy lunch so far!
But just nice, after we are done it was drizzling..
ok enough for us to go home.

Was looking through my previous blog..
realized that alot of things, people have changed.
Looking back at those entries makes me seem so childish then.
Haha.
The language and everything. The things we do.
Added the address of it under my profile beside it already.. in case some of you misses it.. haha, as if. lol!
Changed the template of that to just a normal one.

Back to my assignment.

Same dream?!

2011-01-25T13:06:00.001+08:00

Why did I have a nightmare?!
And it's a recurring one?

It's exactly two weeks since I went to NSC.
Hopefully March comes along fast.
So that I can complete the course of the medicine and hopefully no more side effects.
The doctor has warned of possible gastric pains and breakouts and drying of skin.
And I went through all! lol!
The worst thing to happen was breakout, and I cant put neither makeup nor little bit of concealer.
Next was the super drying part that it starts to peel..
but ok lah at least like my aunt said, waittttt and it will get better.
Hope that it goes back to how it was like in the past then.

I had totally forgotten that grandma had a checkup today.
Was still wondering why she came over in the morning.
And she bought lots of food over that my bro and mum take turns to wake me up to go eat!
I knew that I would surely go back sleep..
so ate a little and slack abit first before going back to my room.. to sleep. lol!

Oh! I remember that Daiso has some hello kitty stuffs.. but I forgotten what exactly it is already..
maybe find one day go and take a look again..

Haha ok, I shall start my day proper liao..
hope that dad comes home early so that I can drive to school for meeting later.
Anybody wants to have supper? :)

A good start for this week!

2011-01-24T00:23:00.000+08:00

Might be a kinda long entry.. pardon me if I appear to be long-winded. HAHA!
But I dont care..
IM SO HAPPY TODAY! :)
It's such a good start for this week!!!
Where I had one individual assignment, one presentation due!!
And I had to go back school on Friday and Saturday for makeup lessons!
It's gonna drive away all the blues!!!

Didnt feel like waking up this morning..
(and I just realized that I didnt make my bed)
but when I reached the platform..
I saw ah siang standing there looking at me! lol!
Havent seen him for ages and didnt know that he had shifted to this area.
Too bad he's alighting at Kranji..
else I wont mind to take the red line with him and chat with him.

Met up with Hendry after class and off we went to Raffles Place to find Randall for lunch!
The sun was scorching hot!
Maybe I should put a pair of sunglasses in my bag as well.. lol!
We ended up having Korean food at BQ Korea at.. I think Far East Square..
the food was relatively alright. :)

Oh ya, I've yet to mention that I wore a watch that has the incorrect time out!
So when I want to adjust the time, I couldnt pull out the little knob!
Hence, I had a watch that I couldnt read time for the whole morning!
The girls couldnt pull out that little knob (I dont know the exact term, so termed it as a knob, ok..)
Then I passed it to Hendry and asked him to help me, but in vain as well.
So when we were in the Korean shop, I asked Randall to try.. but cannot also!!
Hendry got back the watch, and he started exploring it...
"eh your watch so cute, got the traditional kind of stopwatch thing.." he commented.
Only then, I realized that the knob that I was trying to pull it out was not the correct one!!
It should be the middle knob!!
Thus, that was the joke of the day for the both of them.

Hendry was heading back home while Randall was going back to work.. so I had to make my way back to school myself.
The guys were afraid that I might lose my way..
so Randall tried his best to direct me to the bus stop.. and Hendry was reminding me the buses that I can take.
When I reached the 'supposedly correct' bus stop..
I had forgotten what buses I'm supposed to take..
so I called Hendry.. but the buses he told me arent on the board!
He tried to direct me to the correct bus stop..
but gave up.. I went to take train. HAHA.

On time for meeting.
And off to class straight after.

Class ended early today..
and since I'm still early in meeting westies for dinner..
got the girls to go see the white dress and whether I should get it.
Couldnt try the white one, so I tried the black one..
it's kinda weird to try on the spot though.
The girls said that everything looks ok..
length was just nice for me as well..
but cause I had my own clothes on and it's not white that I tried on, it's still hard to judge exactly how fitting it would be for me.
The saleslady said that I can buy the white one, go toilet try, and if dont like, can go back and exchange for the black one.
I was thinking.. then why cannot just try the white one?!
She just wanna sell me something.. lol!
But I dont like the black one.. the dress attracted me cause it's WHITE!
In conclusion, I think I'm not getting that dress already..

Went to Outram Park station and meet them.
Walked quite a distance to the restaurant that we wanna go.
Cause we went out by the wrong exit.
We had this 'korean food craze' today..
talking about Korean food, and which is nice..
I didnt notice the name of the restaurant..
the interior looks quite run-down..
the food, when served, doesnt looked appealing..
but the taste is unexpectedly nice!
So, dont judge the food by the 'cover'.

Was so full.. that we walked all the way to Chinatown to have a little of the CNY atmosphere.
Find a random shop and sat there to chill and drink..
cause the air-conditioning at the Korean restaurant was bad.. plus we bbq-ed the food, walked a long distance..
SUPER tired and thirsty and hot already!

Next up, HOME SWEET HOME!
Went off with Randall and we waited for a cab for more than 30min!
Tried to on call a cab.. but it just couldnt get through..
when we finally had a cab..
omg, the uncle was so chatty.. and the way he drives was kinda fast and furious! lol!
I wanted to take a nap also cannot.

Upon reaching home.. mum asked if darling's house door is it still open.
I told her probably it's closed..
then she said that darling was looking for me!
HAHA I get so excited whenever I know that she wants to find me, lol!
So when I was in my room I saw the pack of chocs and mum was telling me about the drawing she did for me..
she said, "she draw another drawing for you! she still write I LOVE YOU leh!"
OMG, that just melts my heart.
How sweet can she be.
Trees, clouds, flowers, and 2 girls.. which I assume is me and her.. haha! (oh the pic is on FB!)
And I just tell mum, I will get something for her.
But the next moment on, I kept thinking what should I get..
pencil case and find a pencil, ruler, eraser (what else does a P1 kid use??) specially for her..
but the girl always have many bags and I wonder how often will she change her pencil case?! lol!

In any case, everytime I lift my head and see the drawing.. it just puts a smile on my face.
My darling really makes my day.
I love her too! :)

2011-01-23T23:12:00.002+08:00

to sum up my day..

i went church in the morning.
acc dad to the cemetry in the hot afternoon.
went to fetch mum from church.
drove myself to sch n dad drove off.
slack in the library.
skating with jason at t-junc.
dinner at skinny pizza @ raffles city.
shopping at wisma.
movie, the tourists, at cine.
home sweet home.

Laptop sleeves/bag hunting day

2011-01-22T23:07:00.000+08:00

It has been for quite a few months that I've been searching for a replacement of my current laptop sleeves.
I didnt really spent much time searching for my current one..
just that it caught my attention while I was walking past this push cart at Bugis one fine day.
It's not really a laptop sleeves either.. but just nice, it can be one.
:)

Hehe, so I spent the day going around looking for one with Jason.
But before meeting him..
was shopping at Raffles City.
I wanna get a wallet.. and more apparels.. bag.. and what else?!
White is nice, but it gets dirty easily..
so still considering whether I should get that dress.

So off we went to Funan..
combed the whole mall but majority of it were quite 'normal'.
In the end had to search for it online..
and one of it managed to stand out from the rest.
:)))))))

Walked over to Central..
shopped abit and head over for dinner!
Third consecutive day having ramen for dinner. :)

Yen has been telling me about Nectarie since the day we went Zoo.
But our schedules seem to clash so we werent able to meet up.
Hehe, but finally got to try it out today!
CAKES!
I like the hazelnut one!
But I still prefer hazelnut ice cream @ Udders & miss milo ping pong @ Island Creamery!

More shopping please!!!!! :)))

Good Day!

2011-01-22T01:18:00.001+08:00

Liji took half day leave.. so we met up in town in the afternoon!
Shop, movie, eat!

Shopped from Ion all the way to Cathay..
only managed to get some dresses over at Cathay.. our last stop..
which both of us like it quite alot. :)
The salesgirl was pretty helpful and friendly.

MOVIE~!
Heard many good reviews of Burlesque so we decided to give it a go!
The movies that we watched previously all cmi.
This was really fabulous!
Probably because I like dance and music also.

Dinner at one of the Japanese restaurants at Paragon.
It was the exactly same restaurant which I ate at yesterday at RC.
I think I'm beginning to like ramen.. :)
but I still want sashimi~!!

The only not so good part today was that we didnt managed to go over DFS and FEP.. and many of the shops at Paragon were closing/closed by the time we finished dinner..
and..
we had to bused over to KK hospital in order to cab home.

I like it when people send me home when it's late! :)

End of classes for this week!

2011-01-21T00:04:00.002+08:00

Oh man.
Why is today's lessons so boring?!
Time crawls!!

Went to the gym today.. first time ever since school started this semester.
Poor stamina.

HEHE.
Hunk ge came to school to fetch me!
The girls were waiting with me so they got a ride to cityhall as well..
and we had super late dinner at that small Jap ramen shop.. :)
afterwhich.. they left for home and he sent me home!
So thankful and so happy cause my usual bag's load + laptop + gym stuffs = xxkg!
Had a chat with him for nearly an hour or so before really is HOME SWEET HOME.

Good night!

2011-01-20T09:18:00.002+08:00

:)
and you managed to apply half day leave for tomorrow!

:(
no Japanese buffet, again!

haha im so bored in class now.....

2011-01-19T19:18:00.001+08:00

How I wish I have a bowl of cold tau huey infront of me right now.
Haha.

2011-01-18T22:21:00.003+08:00

OH! I havent been uploading pics here..
cause sometimes it takes up quite abit of time..
and anyway, most.. if not all, all on Facebook!

Met up with Pauljean for lunch~!! :)
The blur us.. was at basement but went all the way up..
only to realize that most of the food are at basement! lol!
It was a choice of Japanese food or pizza..
looking at the menu.. Skinny pizza offers a variety of unique flavour pizza which caught appeals to us more.. so we decided to give that a try!
The food was quite nice, the only disappointing one was the fries.. nothing special about it at all.
Pizza, sides and soup.. enough to make us full~!

Shopped around a little and went back home. :)
Off to IMM with mum at night after dinner..
she say dont drive in case we have to spend much time waiting for a parking lot.
But I think that wasnt really a good choice.. since we bought some bulky stuffs too.

I kinda crave..
Jumbo's salted egg yolk prawn, after eating a similar dish yesterday..
Ochaha's azuki freezie, which I had not have it after it shifted from Raffles City to Paragon..
The Japanese buffet, which Liji has yet to be able to make a reservation since several months ago..
126 dim sum (or any nice ones), ever since I did my research on food for WTT..
Timbre's roasted duck pizza, that I tried once with sis..
Sushi Tei's king prawns!!!!!

Ok, stop thinking about food.
Think about tomorrow.. lol!
AHHH!
Sort of promised hunk ge that I'll go company this week.. probably wed or thur..
but the thought of going all the way there and going home alone is so SIAN!
What should I do......
but this should not be the way..
aiyaya~!

2011-01-18T01:45:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 530am today.. cause need to reach school early to prepare for T&D class facilitation.
The only good thing is that train is not as crowded.

Went over to Raffles Place for lunch with the westies.
Looked at the directory, thought that the Korean food would be good..
end up when we walked to the shop..
it wasnt as nice as I thought it would be..
so we went wandering around and got to R burger since reviews about it seems not that bad.
Thinking that it is of a 'burger' shop, we should try their burger instead of katsu don etc.
But errr.. I think the rice looks more appealing. lol!!!

Bus-ed back to school with Hendry for OCD class.
Dreading it.
It's so boring!!
Somemore the clock is just right infront of me..
and I cant help but kept looking at it and counting down.
I couldnt close my eyes, as I'm sitting infront as well.
Tried to write some notes to keep myself awake.. but in vain..
my eyes still feel like closing.. it was such a torture!
Luckily luckily, class ended early. :)

HOME SWEET HOME!

Managed to finish my part for the report before meeting the westies for supper!!
Finally went over to the zi char behind Randall's house after saying about it for months already!
Thinking that it might be weird to play monopoly deal there..
we drove off to some reservoir at yishun (if I didnt remember wrongly..)

OMG so many spider webs.
I could still feel it now. lol!
Oh, but still, we didnt play the cards.:)

Time to sleep.
Good night!

LOVE is in the air!

2011-01-16T15:26:00.000+08:00

It's been a long long time since I slept/lazed on bed until 12plus..
feel so good! :)))
But, not when I dont have food when I wake up..
ok la, at least I had cereals at home..
but I was looking for food like noodles kind.

Mum went to IMM herself after church~!
I want to go also! lol!
Took the car, and went to find her..
but the carpark was FULL from level 1 to level 6..
so instead of shopping and eating..
end up fetching mum from there and back home.

Shall take my own sweet time and prepare for later..
Mathew's wedding dinner~!
He had one table for us primary school mates!
:))))))

Update tonight if I'm not sleepy yet. <3

lovehate saturday

2011-01-15T23:14:00.003+08:00

Naz message came around 6plus in the morning..
and surprisingly, it managed to wake me up. :(
But I cant seem to be able to sleep well on a day that I have lessons on..
but luckily I told mum that I'm not going church this week already..
so I hope that I can have more sleep!!

Ever since the day I went to NSC..
I was told
1) avoid the sun
2) no makeup.
No sun was still pretty alright for me..
but no makeup was a bad thing for me.. although I'm not a heavy makeup person.. but I still have some on.
So now that I cant have any on.. I have to wear specs, to make my face not look so empty. lol!
I guess my aunt was kinda afraid that I would secretly apply makeup..
she actually sent me this:
Yeah see, she had to put DO NOT TRY TO USE.. lol!
But I been a good girl too..
I didnt make it worst.. but the things that were prescribed to me is making my skin dry!!
2 months please past by FAST! loves!

Oh, so I had a boring class on a fine Saturday afternoon..
super waste time!
Prof didnt teach anything except for the last 5minutes or so..
the rest of the day was just presentation from last week's exercise.

Following.. had a meeting.
Chop chop, and off to meet Naz to a duper early dinner as both of us were extremely hungry already..
NYDC was the choice.. food was relatively ok..
the desserts were LOVE!! :)))
And we spent much time over at Starbucks chillax and did some shopping..
he bought.. i didnt..
probably some massive shopping next week!

So in the end.. didnt go for agency seminar nor grouping.
heh.

HELLO weekends!

2011-01-14T21:29:00.002+08:00

No, didnt get to sleep in today..
mum switched off the aircon but didnt switch on the fan..
felt so stuffy that I had to wake up..
so I slacked on the sofa and dozed off awhile. heh

Had lunch and shopped a little with mum before heading to school..
saw a top.. but end up didnt buy..
cause I think I might just leave it in the waredrobe without wearing it.

Sunny weather becomes rainy!
It's not something good as I didnt had my jacket with me!
It was super duper cold!

Tomorrow.. tomorrow..
lessons and meeting..
should I go for the agency seminar or grouping after that?!

Why am I so tired?!

2011-01-13T22:56:00.002+08:00

Ah! And so I woke up at 4.30am even before my alarm clock rang!
Though I managed to go back to sleep.. but it doesnt seem to help much.. I was still tired.
That explains why I wasnt paying attention in class and napped during the break.
ED was much better, at least I can dont focus in that class.. lol!

Consultation - meeting - PS - home

Aiya! Need to figure out how to make my phone silent without switching it off entirely!

Haha, and I think I was so silly today..
why did I run off?!
Ok, not really run off, but attempt to avoid..
such that the pillar could block the view of us.. lol!

Shopping!

2011-01-12T19:48:00.002+08:00

It's only week 2, but meetings are lined up.. T&D in the morning and ED in the afternoon.
I think group members does matter..
if there's no frequency with the rest.. it's so sian!
Just like the one for my WTT.. which is another reason to why I may drop.

ED's assignment was to do on retail in 313 and OC..
so in the meantime did abit of shopping..
saw a few tops.. but didnt try as I brought laptop out today..
and my shoulders are aching already.

TWO

2011-01-11T19:33:00.002+08:00

Mum woke me up early morning.. cause aunt made an appointment with the consultant for me at her workplace, NSC.
My moody morning was not so moody afterall cause mum gave me a bowl of bird's nest that she had been making since yesterday~! :)
What a nice way to start off my day. Hee!
Prepared and slowly made my way to the place..

By the time my aunt saw me, she had already intro me to several of her colleagues.
There were 6 people before me.. and my aunt warned me that I would need to wait a long time (even though an appt was made).
Fortunately I had my iPod with me.. :)
I always wonder why people can be in the room with the doctor for so long..
but this time round, my aunt went in with me..
not only did the doctor talked to me about my condition..
she also chatted with my aunt other stuffs.
For a moment, I felt that I'm one of those people hogging the doctor's time.. causing those outside to wait so long!

But I must say, NSC staffs are very friendly and helpful!
Or was it that cause my aunt was with me so I got 'special treatment'. lol!
Well, I went off for lunch instead of waiting at the pharmacy.. got staff discount.. and the booking of appointment done relatively fast! :)) so happy!

Mum came and we went shopping~!!
But I didnt buy anything again.........

Monday, not so blue.

2011-01-10T21:27:00.003+08:00

I wonder, how many people can wake up in the middle of the night.. because they feel hungry?
At 4am plus arent we supposed to be deep in sleep already..
how come still can feel hungry?! Haha!
Disturb my nice sleep!

I miscalculated the time again, and reach school much earlier than expected..
Monday is my HR mods day..
and just nice, both the lessons are by the same Prof.
Good thing anot I not sure..
but one of my friends commented that it's good this way..
so that you can just class part for one class..
and the Prof will be confused whether did you class part for both of her class.. and so, give you marks for both~! lol!

Was chatting with my friend.. when suddenly she said something which I dont remember that I told her before.
I'm still thinking.. did I really tell her before or did she read from somewhere..
this aint the first time also..
few of my other friends also gave me such 'surprises'.. haha.
Is my memory really failing me?!!!!

Went to find my aunt for dinner after school.
There's so many restaurants at Novena. Yummmm~!

Things can be so much simpler when I stop thinking about insignificant things! :)

Should I drop WTT?? Should I not??
Yes no?????????

2011-01-09T21:29:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wonder, what I can write here.
It's supposed to be a platform whereby I can write freely.
But whenever I am about to start typing.. nothing comes out.
Feel so restricted..
ultimately, there are still tons and many things that I think I should just keep it to myself.
Since nothing will change if I say or not.. then I should just not say.

Things are not like in the past anymore.
Sadly.
Yeah, sadly.
Everytime I come here, it seems quite to be emo entries. LOL!
It makes me reflect on alot of things..
Prolly I should just abandon this.

Cabbing = Waste $$

2011-01-08T21:40:00.002+08:00

It doesnt feel like a Saturday today..
more like a Thursday or Friday.
Considering to drop WTT anot.. kinda mess up my Saturday with a lesson in the middle of the day.

Went down to company after lessons..
a super duper last minute decision to go down.
But I had a few hours to spare before my parents come fetch me from school..
so why not, go down and listen to the latest updates.
Left, and cab back to school.
Made up my mind that.. if I were to go company in future.. DRIVE!

It's gonna be a busy week ahead..
with abcdefg things to do!

Dreaming...

2011-01-07T22:07:00.000+08:00

Is the dream big enough to make the problem(s) insignificant?

I hate to think of titles

2011-01-07T00:31:00.003+08:00

Oh my!
I was so paranoid!
Thinking that my alarm wont go off and that I might overslept and miss my classes..
I actually automatically woke up at 5am!!
The fortunate thing was that I managed to sit through both lessons..
not dozing off. :)

Was contemplating to drop either one mod..
but end up I think I will continue to take both..
I will feel bad if I drop either one and leave my friend alone..
since we had agreed to bid together in the first place.

Went down to get some updates from hunk ge~..
when supposedly I'm supposed to meet up with sis.. for her to share with me more on the alpha female stuffs.. but she wasnt around!

Anyways..
it's time to get back the energy level that I had last year, this time.
My 2010 dreamlist is still hanging at my window..
those that are not attained.. this's the time to do it.
Have seen how the wave in 2010 changed the lifes of so many people..
this time, it's gonna be more dramatic and stable for more~!!
E-Club's the way to go!!

For now, I need to go wash up and recharge!
Hehe.

Night!

No school day, is love!

2011-01-05T20:30:00.003+08:00

I still prefer to auto wake up in the morning, than having to wake up cos of the alarm clock. Hehe.

Went out in the afternoon wtith mum to visit the doctor at our old house..
then to Raffles City Shopping Centre to shop around..
before going to Bugis..
and home sweet home.

Tomorrow's gonna be a long long day.
It's been raining in the late afternoon/evening time..
please dont rain tomorrow..
so that I can drive out safely at night.

I love to drive.
But cause of....x......x......x........
and xxxxxxxx........................
AND that I dont want to reach home late in the night, park the car, walk alone in the carpark and void deck...
should I drive tomorrow..??
But if I dont.. then..

Don't go to KBox!

2011-01-04T20:25:00.002+08:00

The $6 nett promotion is not worth it, at all.
Dont go!!!!!
lol!

First day of school

2011-01-03T22:08:00.002+08:00

After a short one month break.. it's HELLO to school again.
8.30am lesson can be quite a pain.. but it beats having 3.30pm lesson.
Luckily I didnt plan lessons back to back on Monday till 6.45pm..
I will die an unnatural death. Haha.

Had lunch over at Raffles Hotel, Seah Street Deli..
the food is quite yummy.. and it comes in HUGE portion that I doubt I can finish it if we didnt share.
Head over to Raffles City Shopping Centre after lunch..
but no fate with sis..
she just checked in foursquare whilst I just left the place for class.
Missed her by that few seconds.. else could catch up with her, for awhile.

Woah.
I can already predict that Mondays will be a tiring day.

Time flies.
One month has gone by.
One year has gone by.

XYZ.
xoxo.

01-01-11 1st entry

2011-01-01T23:53:00.001+08:00

Heh. I was somehow reminded that I havent been here for quite some time.
Hmm.. so my December was.. quite a peaceful one..
peaceful = no stress, but pure fun.
The best thing was the getaway to Malacca with the girls..
followed by xmas and 22nd birthday...
which then also mean.. that school is starting soon~!!!! :/

Spend some time and think of the things that happened in 2010..
it was definitely a year filled with mixed emotions.. happiness and sadness.
But all these had led me to look at things at another perspective also.. makes me grow.
No doubt it was quite a 'low' period at certain point of time..
cause it's the first time that I'm facing such issues..
it was certainly an utter disappointment that such things happen.
Yes, it happened. It's reality.
People come and go.
I truly appreciate those that had supported me throughout..
and I'm glad more people entered my life and made a difference. :)
If asked what's the one thing that I would find it a pity, or regret in life.. probably is this.
MOVE ON!!

2011 resolutions..
I will write it somewhere and reveal at the end of the year. HAHA. :)

I was out whole day

2010-12-05T12:49:00.002+08:00

Just as the title is, it explains the lack of update for the past 2 days.. not that I'm gone again.

Friday
NUH - IMM - NUH - MBS - UE Square - Home

Saturday
Grouping at east coast - LFI - United Square - TW Mac - Home

Sunday
Gonna do an indepth research on placenta
Will dig out more information on it

Day In, Day Out

2010-12-02T08:23:00.001+08:00

There's some things that I should do..
but the stubborn streak in me simply stops me from doing so.

Flo's farewell gathering

2010-11-30T22:47:00.002+08:00

We bought a Starbucks mug for Flo as a farewell gift.
But he "huh".. cause he calls it a tumbler instead.
Ira was commenting that till the last day he still couldnt understand us.
Conversations with him was interesting nonetheless. =)He just came back from Vietnam this morning.. and he's gonna catch his midnight flight back later.
Keep in contact!!! =)

Just for Laughs

2010-11-30T13:53:00.002+08:00

Not sure if the words are readable..
just an email that my friend sent me few weeks back.

Was out on dinner with the girls.. and then we were happily chatting about the SMU Daily News..
so i casually mentioned that Eugene Tan seems to appear daily in the news.
Since then.. they had the impression that I had something for that guy.. lol!
Hence, Karen conveniently forwarded the news with him to me..
but the thing is.. I've never seen him before~!! Haha.

Mum's out with grandma to NUH..
home alone now.
Yen messaged and asked if I'm free for movie or desserts later..
but too bad got plans on tonight already.

aWWWWwww~!!
Don't like the feeling of people entering and leaving my life..
although I've know him for about three months or so only..
but times of project meetings was fun..
as this German/Egytian mixed blood friend of ours..
would teach us some words and culture of theirs.

Meetups with friends are all lined up..
all thanks to school, that has robbed me of my time to catch up with so many people.
I'm still working out my schedule and to-do things..
this the aftermath of pushing back all the things till school's out.

With the chatbox up, I reckon that I can keep up the 'blogging spirit' for at least this whole of December.
Let's see.

Reviving...

2010-11-30T10:39:00.002+08:00

Last day of November.. and we are approaching December.. and end of year again.

Time really seems to flash past as we age.
This could probably be attributed to the hectic lifestyle that we have..
friends who are still studying, working or entering marriage life.. in Singapore or living overseas.
Those who still make an effort to stay in touch.. are probably those who gonna be with you for another few more years or more..
at different phase of life, we meet different people, do different things.
We are no longer the young, innocent or naive youngsters..
who do things without thinking of the consequences.
It's high time that we plan for our future.

The habit to blog everyday has stopped ever since the workload in SMU increases every semester.
Since it's the holidays now.. I shall try to pick up this habit again.
And I'm so happy that I've managed to include the chatbox here.
Like finally~ lol!

Shall end this entry with this pic...
Flo's going back to Germany tonight..
and he's inviting us to his condo poolside for a catch up before he catches his flight at night.
All the best my friend!! ^^

It's been 2mths, and I'm BACK!

2010-07-05T14:16:00.003+08:00

Lost touch!
It's been a whopping good TWO months since I last login..
Well.. what can I say..
Exams over.
Internship's out.
School's in in another one month plus.

Over these two months..
there were many ups and, downs.
Laughter, tears, anxiety.. you name it, I've gone through it.
Some say, why so chiong.
But I ask you, if not now, then when?
Procrastinate some more?
But the bottomline is, I still cherish all my friends.

I have come to accept it that we are not those innocent secondary school kids anymore..
where we do not need to make any major decisions that might affect our future..
and we have all the time then to have fun and no worries, other than schoolwork.
At this point in life..
it's time to decide WHAT I really want.
Am I gonna waste anymore time?
Definitely not.
The road to my future seems... (i do not know how to put it in words)
It's seems true that people says..
once you are over 20.. time flies.
Argh.

As for now, I would want to make full use of the time that I have before school starts.
For friends, for family, for anybody.
I really hate to think, but I know I must.

On a lighter note..
why am I back to blogging.. is cause of my sister!
Chanced upon her blog and I realized it's been ages since I last blogged.
And to recall.. my initial objective of setting up a blog is for friends to stay updated about me.. and vice versa.
But somehow I lost track and the momentum went away.
Oh wells...
I will try to update daily. =)

HELLO?!

2010-04-02T23:15:00.002+08:00

Havent been blogging for a month or so..
busy? or plain lazy?
Well.. bit of elements of both I guess.
Contemplating whether should I abandon this blog..
as I wonder who still comes back to read?
Blog is a platform for people to write almost anything..
but sometimes, for me, there are stuffs which I cant write freely here.
Much concerns on who will be reading has caused the decline in entries too.

Albeit, Facebook has become another souce of channel for people to get updates about me.. especially through the uploads of photographs.
Picture speaks a thousand words, dont they?
At least the cheery smiles and companions speaks for it..
as they are the ones whom I've gradually built closer bonds with.

Things are happening at an amazingly fast speed that it's hard to catch up at times.
It's time to pick up my speed.

Clearing all the projects on hand and exam's in less than 2 weeks time.
Hopefully I can get my internship soon else I will have to replan my modules.
It will cause a big disruption to my plans.
Probably it's a signal for me to go for full exchange rather than summer exchange.
Hurhur.

Alright. Till then.

Just a random one..

2010-03-02T23:37:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I wonder.. WHY?
What was the initial motive?
Was it just a pack of lies?
It's tiring to guess what the other party is thinking.
Mind games.
Not for me.
Argh.

Anyway, looking forward to the Macau trip.
Considered a short getaway too..
totally free from books for once..
a chance to RELAX and have pure fun.
Else in Singapore, there's no way of escape from school-related stuffs.

Alright.
I need to get back to work again.
Presentation and assignment due tomorrow.
Sleeping assignment due in an hour's time.

Till then.

This blog is still alive.

2010-02-25T12:19:00.002+08:00

It's been a month plus since the last update.
Probably many thinks that this blog is not gonna be active anymore.
Haha.
It has come to a point whereby it's either school stuffs or outside stuffs that takes up the bulk of my time.
Tiring.. but I'm enjoying every single moment of the time..
experiencing emotions ups and downs occassionally....
still trying my best to manage my time well.. which I think so far.. is still alright.

There are things which I do not want to reveal now.
Probably after March.
THE BIG THING which everybody is looking forward to.
And then everything will come to light.

I want to create a legend this month, can I?
Fight for it!

Back again...

2010-01-18T10:30:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. might not have the time to update daily already.
Many things on hand to do.. which after prioritizing..
tells me that blogging can be done once a week or so.

The most significant thing that took place last week was...
that I went for a camp.
Initially I really dreaded going..
cause I've got my assingment to do and quiz to study and no close friends to accompany me.
But as days passed.. things changed for the better..
and I started to immerse myself into the environment and it got so much more fun!
Definitely learnt alot of new stuffs..
and I must put all that into my daily life.
I need the motivation and the fire to go on!!

The other thing was that the evening when I break camp..
went back home.. showered.. and went for a wedding dinner at night.
Haha.
They really had so much fun to sabo the newly-weds.
So happening!!

But as for now.. I just hope that my wound heals fast.
Damn ugly and poses so much inconvenience!!

Treasuring every moment to do my best in everything and enjoy!! =))

Ok, I'm so random.